From the series: Valentine Love Series

The Butcher of Lilies

A Dark Forbidden Age Gap Bodyguard Romance

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Ballerina x Bodyguard. Forbidden Age Gap. Opposites Attract. Family Secrets. Slow Burn.

Do you remember the last time your family broke your heart?

At seventeen, I had everything. Wealth. Beauty. A future as a prima ballerina. 

​​​​​​​My life in Sands Point looked perfect. It was a lie.

The only truth in it was Jacob. My father assigned him as my bodyguard and driver. He was forty. Untouchable. A man carved from war and discipline. Wanting him was dangerous. I still craved the way he chased me. It felt like someone finally chose me.

The night Jacob kissed me, he swore it would never happen again.

I hated him for that.

Then the truth about my family came out. And Jacob was at the center of it. So, I left. I chose distance over betrayal. Even if it meant leaving him behind because I knew he'd never let me go.

This is the story of how my family broke me. And how I fell in love with the Butcher anyway.

Character Profiles

Laura Normande

Age:  17, later 21

Height: Barely five feet tall

Build: Lithe, delicate ballerina frame—deceptively fragile, trained to precision

Skin: Pale, almost luminous

Hair: Light blonde, often tucked beneath a silk scarf

Eyes: Silver—striking, almost otherworldly

Presence:

 She looks like a porcelain doll carved from moonlight and myth—small, soft, breakable at first glance… until you notice the discipline beneath it. Every movement is controlled, every breath intentional. There is grace in her, yes—but also restraint, and the quiet, aching tension of someone who learned her limits far too early… and is beginning to want beyond them.

Jacob Vargas

Age: 40, later 45

Height: Nearly seven feet tall

Build: Massive, combat-built—broad, muscular, overwhelming

Skin: Dark, inked with tattoos

Eyes: Golden—deep, unreadable

Hair: Black. Soft. Cropped short once… worn long five years later.

Tattoos:

 Ink traces the bones of his hands and climbs the column of his neck—symbols that feel less like decoration and more like warnings

Style:

 Immaculate black tuxedo—severe, controlled, worn like armor

Presence:

 He is not just a man—he is a monument. A force that bends the air around him.

 Built like war wrapped in discipline. Stillness that hums with threat. Beauty that promises ruin.

To stand near him is to feel it—

 the weight, the pull, the inevitability—

 like stepping into the shadow of a storm you were never meant to survive.

Macro Tropes

  • He falls first… and harder
  • She wants him even if she shouldn't
  • Protector turned possession
  • Forbidden tension / slow burn
  • First love that scars and stays
  • Five years apart, still in love
  • Second chance in Paris
  • Family secrets, lies, and betrayal
  • Morally gray (borderline ruthless) hero
  • Love vs duty

Micro Tropes

  •  He falls first… and harder 
  •  She wants him even when she shouldn’t 
  •  Forbidden age gap 
  •  Bodyguard × ballerina 
  •  Protector turned possession 
  •  Protector turned threat 
  •  “You can’t have her—but no one else can either” 
  •  Touch her and die energy 
  •  Forbidden tension / slow burn 
  •  Slow burn with payoff 
  •  Mutual obsession 
  •  First love that scars and stays 
  •  First love that never lets go 
  •  Years apart, still tied together 
  •  Five years apart, still in love 
  •  Second chance in Paris 
  •  Rich girl escapes her life 
  •  Family secrets, lies, and betrayal 
  •  Morally gray (borderline ruthless) hero 
  •  Love vs duty 

For Readers Who Crave tension you can feel in your throat. A love that doesn’t ask permission—only patience. Devotion that bruises before it heals.

Content & Trigger Warnings

This story contains heavy and potentially distressing themes, including:

  •  Parental infidelity 
  •  Divorce and family breakdown 
  •  Emotional neglect from parents 
  •  Manipulation and betrayal 
  •  Grooming and emotional manipulation by authority figures 
  •  Power imbalance relationships 
  •  Surrogate pregnancy and disputed parentage 
  •  Blackmail and coercion 
  •  Psychological manipulation 
  •  Threats of harm to loved ones 
  •  Mentions of military trauma / PTSD 
  •  Alcohol abuse 
  •  Emotional distress and panic 
  •  Heartbreak and abandonment 
  •  Obsession and moral conflict 
  •  Intense emotional confrontations 

Content Note: This story contains mature themes, including family betrayal, emotional manipulation, power imbalance relationships, coercion, and intense emotional conflict. It also includes references to alcohol abuse, parental infidelity, psychological distress, and trauma. If you like your romance intense, complicated, and a little dangerous—this is for you. Full content warnings are available on the author’s website.

Author's Note:
This is a slow-burn, second-chance bodyguard romance. Nothing explicit occurs while the heroine is underage. The relationship unfolds years later. This story centers on longing, restraint, betrayal, and a love that refuses to die.

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Praise for this book

Longing for someone to be yours is the hardest part of life. I remember the girl I was when I met my first love. He was amazing. Gorgeous and unforgettable. We’re still friends in passing. I can’t stay in his orbit. We would be reckless if I gave in.

Laura and Jacob have a love that makes my story look like child’s play. Have you seen the type of love that sets the stage for a future? Well seeing and believing are two different things. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily. I read this book in one setting. It’s a short work with extra short stories I would classify as the epilogue. The short stories are spicy. Enjoy!